Just to let you know I have never stopped thinking of you. It is always brought home at this time of the year when people are celebrating and amongst loved ones. I still feel the loss so much but you are around me and that was evident when I went to view a bungalow not far from where you were living when we met. It is called 'fushias' and that was a sign to me that you were around as you used to grow them and knowing that you loved flowers I was drawn to it. Waiting to go in any day now. I know you will be around me to comfort me. God Bless, until we meet again. Much love, Julie x