u know i find it hard 2 talk about my feeling dad because im so like u.i hope im half the man u was .just wish u was here 2 c me now ive nearly got my own house .jule has helped me so much i could not ask 4 a better stepmom.think she misses very much .we all do.i hope ur puttin a good word in 4 me with the man up stairs so i can come and have a kick about with u again love u